So I have typed and written several personal posts
but just haven't been able to bring myself to post them.
I'm not sure why. I mean who cares.
It's not like I'm shouting it to the whole world.
I don't know.
All of the advice I have read or been giving about having a successful blog
says that you should post about personal things.
Maybe these are just too personal?
Maybe stuff no one really needs to know?
Or wants to know?
I don't want someone to read them and be like
"Aw I'm so sorry that happened or you had to go through that".
I don't want sympathy.
I guess most importantly I just don't want to be judged.
I have made many stupid mistakes and done some stupid things in my life.
I try not to regret anything but to learn from it.
To never do it again.
One particular post is how I continuously repeated a viscous cycle for many, many years.
I'm not even sure if I have broken it to this day...
Maybe one day.